03.21.08: Why it took me so long to start writing…
“Of some departments of our work, however, we are apt to say—‘I have no gift, no talent for it.’ But surely dependence upon the promise of heavenly wisdom would obtain a competent measure to meet the demand. Or should it even be withheld, how profitable would be that humbling exercise of faith—‘most gladly to glory in our infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon us!’ But nothing is more paralyzing to faith—nothing more clogs the wheels of exertion, than repining indolence [fretful laziness] indulged under the cover of humility.”
~ Charles Bridges
Doing something that you don’t consider “your gift” requires humility. If we refuse to do things just because there are people that have perfected those things, we ourselves are proud. Sometimes we don’t attempt things just because we think we won’t be the best at them and therefore see no point or purpose in even trying.
For example, this blog. My husband set it up for me months ago, but I haven’t written. Why? Because I feel there are better bloggers, writers, people with better theological understanding, and the list goes on and on. But this quote made me realize I need to write, even though I’m not the best writer, and I haven’t truly written since high school, and… and… and… yada yada yada. So here it is, my first post. I am cringing as I write it because it is all so new and unfamiliar.
“Do nothing from rivalry or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves.” ~Philippians 2:3



