03.21.08: Why it took me so long to start writing…
“Of some departments of our work, however, we are apt to say—‘I have no gift, no talent for it.’ But surely dependence upon the promise of heavenly wisdom would obtain a competent measure to meet the demand. Or should it even be withheld, how profitable would be that humbling exercise of faith—‘most gladly to glory in our infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon us!’ But nothing is more paralyzing to faith—nothing more clogs the wheels of exertion, than repining indolence [fretful laziness] indulged under the cover of humility.”
~ Charles Bridges
Doing something that you don’t consider “your gift” requires humility. If we refuse to do things just because there are people that have perfected those things, we ourselves are proud. Sometimes we don’t attempt things just because we think we won’t be the best at them and therefore see no point or purpose in even trying.
For example, this blog. My husband set it up for me months ago, but I haven’t written. Why? Because I feel there are better bloggers, writers, people with better theological understanding, and the list goes on and on. But this quote made me realize I need to write, even though I’m not the best writer, and I haven’t truly written since high school, and… and… and… yada yada yada. So here it is, my first post. I am cringing as I write it because it is all so new and unfamiliar.
“Do nothing from rivalry or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves.” ~Philippians 2:3
Jenniferlee
So beautiful my love. You have a wonderful way with words–so eloquent yet very convicting. Thanks for the loving word of correction. (And so glad I get to be the first one to post!).
CH
March 21st, 2008 at 1:29 pmGood for you. The site looks great, your words are true, and I look forward to what more you have to say. I wish more “non-writers” would write to journals like this.
I think it especially important to the Body. Life can be very isolating and the last thing we need to be is divided.
March 21st, 2008 at 2:06 pmJennifer - Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
March 24th, 2008 at 6:04 amGod gives each of us a piece of Him to share with people. When we do it through the personality and gifting that He has blessed each of us with things ‘click’ for others in a way that may not have had the chance to in the past.
Thank you for sharing this simple truth about living that the world steals from us far too often.
You have found that balance that brings peace even in the midst of turmoil. What a wonderful rich lesson to pass along to your ‘family’ and others blessed to know you.
Love and prayers,
Kathy
Jenny!
I absolutely agree with the thing about pride…I was listening to a revival comp. the other day and the woman was just saying how all of our sin is grounded in pride, and like that quote you put in, there’s nothing worse that covering something up with fake humility…
really, really good…
April 15th, 2008 at 8:51 am